Finally, a post

Oh my god. What is this I've found?

Oh hey, it's green moss growing on my blog! :D

LOL. Okay, seriously. I totally need to update more often. It's been two months, TWO MONTHS, since I've been here. I've missed you, my dear blog♥
Finally, prelims are OVER. That's totally a sigh of relief, yeah? I can't stand going to school to have more exams, so glad it's over. For now.
Stopped going to church for now. It's been boring staying at home. Seriously. And no one actually bothered to ask me out just to hang out, except for Michelle. This is why we are good friends. She actually bothered to ask me out. =.= I feel as though all the other friends just died. Is that a good thing, or a bad one? Oh well.

I have officially lost my drawing muse. Currently having an artist block and I can't get out of it. So for now, I'll just busy myself with writing fanfics. I never thought that I would actually start writing fanfics since well, I never thought that it was good enough for online friends to see but hey, they liked it. :D So I'm going to continue it. It's the only thing that gave me joy nowadays, except for BEAST cause they always give me joy. Maybe a bit of heartache due to antis who hates on my poor Hyunseung baby but yeah, that's a different matter. Those bitches can die and I don't give a damn. Just lay off the poor boy, okay? He had enough pain from his past experiences, and he doesn't need more.

I'm so stalking livejournal. It's the only place where you can get me to reply you almost instantly if I'm on the com, or immediately right after I get on the com. Haha. Thanks to livejournal, the first thing I do when I get onto the com is to check my mails for any replies on livejournal. But obviously, not anyone can just come and read my livejournal. You will probably be gay-out by all the stories in there, and the huge amount of angst that could last you your whole life but hey, they could only last me an hour. This is why my middle name is angst-whore. Thank you so very much.

I keep rambling now, don't I? Oh well.
It's Jang Hyunseung's birthday today!
Hyunseung oppa, saranghae yo! Your beloved Honeys will always support you no matter what! And that includes me! ♥♥♥
Don't worry about those people that put you down, you always have us to lift you up. You're the best!
Beast, hwaiting! ♥

There's moss growing on my blog.

Whoa. It's been a month since I've blogged.

I'm bored and I've no mood to type out whatever I've been doing for the past month so here's a short post.

Throughout the holidays, busy spending my time either at church, or going out with Eastella, Wanying, Deon, Bryan, Linus, Wilson, Fabien, Dionis. Damn, that's a long list. But I have such a no life.

I better start to blog more since I get frustrated so easily these few days but hey, can't blame me. What would YOU do when your friends tell you that you can't go for that cute guy you like? Sheesh. Just because they're prettier and having more guys after them. Damn it. I hate those girls with all the attention on them. It makes the rest feels like shadows. Bitch....

UGH.

Seriously not in the mood to blog anymore.

Life sucks. Love sucks out whatever emotions you have. It sucks when you don't have a pretty face.

Woo! Shopping rocks!

Weee~ Yesterday was so much fun!

During school there's a fire drill, something about Biology lab exploding. LOL. Went field but then rain, so went to hall. It's so boring! One good thing about it, we got released from school early!

Went to buy my boots from Mad About Shoes! Cost me a bomb! )': After that went to talk mrt to meet Dionis first, then met Winnie at Orchard. We went Far East Plaza to shop. Met Chloe, Wanying, Eastella, Mingzhen, Jasmine and Huihui. I bought a pair of skinny jeans and then went for both manicure and pedicure! It was a nice experience.

We went around shopping for more clothes and they shared money to buy me a choker! Wee~ Went to eat Mac afterwards and went home with Eastella. Luckily my dad not at home, neither is my brother. Woo!

Praise the Lord!

Definitely looking forward to Asia Conference! I don't care, I must go for Friday and Saturday! Lord, help me! Give me a breakthrough! Let me go for Asia Conference so I can feel your presence!

LOL

Okay, somebody tagged me on my CBox and asked me to update so here.


UPDATE!!! :DDDDD

There. Updated. :D LOL

Okay okay, fine. I know you're giving me the SIAN face so stop that. XD

This past week had been fun. ASIA CONFERENCE IS COMING!!! WEEEEE!!!!

Had a ladies' meeting with Shalynne, Jasmine and Wanying. It was awesome! So much fun!! Then we went to had dinner and Jasmine bought me a top for Asia Conference! THANKS YOU SO MUCH, JASMINE!! LOVE YOU A LOT!!!

Went to meet Wanying today afternoon to get more clothes, in the end, Bryan, Eastella, Cally, Amelia, Linus and Deon came along. I took only a tube home. We went to have a late lunch, then we played Truth or Dare. LOL. It was a fun day!

Going Wild Wild Wet tomorrow with them all. Ugh, must pack bag now. OTL
HAHA.
Bye bye.
Ciao. :DDD

P.S. I definitely want that pair of boots from Mad About Shoes but it's so expensive!! $80. ): Someone buy it for me!! TT^TT

Some words shouldn't be said.

OMG. Today, is totally a omg kind of day.

There are things that totally should not be said to good friend that is a guy. HAHA. XD

Play till overboard loh!

Haha. Oh well. See how it goes!

Short post, tired. Going to rest soon.

Mizuki, signing off!

CG and 'Him'

Cell group meeting today. Went to meet Wanying, Winnie and Siyi. Linus didn't come today, but I'm forcing him to come for service tomorrow, eh...today evening I should say. XD

Cell group was so touching today, Jasmine prayed for us and we cried so much. Then went to have dinner, Wanying and I totally ruined Dionis' life for a day! She was doing this weird swaying movement and Wanying recorded it. I showed it to Jasmine. LOL.

Went home early with Wanying, Siyi and Dionis, then me and Wanying chit chat about lots of stuff. We'll meet earlier tomorrow for lunch before going to service. Going to whack Linus for cheating my feeling. ;A; LOL. JK.

I like 'him', but I don't think 'he' likes me. Oh well. Hopefully what Wanying said will come true. ;D I'll be so happy~!

Short post today, very tired.

Mizuki, signing off! <3

Bitch mode rocks

LOLOLOL. Bitch mode rocks my life. It freaking let me vent my anger.

And sorry girlfriends~ You ain't getting closer to me ever again~ LOLOLOL. What's with me. XD

Exam tomorrow. Need to study like f***. I realized something too, blogs may be private, but it's not as private as you think. HAHAHAHA.

Obviously short post today. Can't think of much to write. :\

And oh, the name's Sachiko Mizuki, and remember it well, bitches! XDDDDD

-Mizuki, signing off! <3

P.S. B2st rocks.

The other side of me

HAHAHA. I'm freaking scary to others when my hidden side came out. >:3

If you guys don't know why I'm so angry suddenly, then shut it. You guys don't need to know, plus, I doubt you actually wanted to know, right? You guys are just concern for the sake of being concern. And no, I don't need you to pity me, I don't need those anymore.

Just let me be when I'm upset, I need to chill by myself or with others instead of the one that pissed me off. I'm not violent for nothing after all, but there's less than five people who know why. Weird thing is, those that are 'closer' to me sometimes doesn't even know, isn't that ironic? Huu~

If you're angry at me, then say it. Don't be a little typical bitch, yeah? One day, I might just hit you when my violent urges return. I might. I've been trying not to smack your face against the damn wall for the past month. And you know what? You must had been a dumb blond in the past. :D

If you try to be concern yet doesn't do anything to help, then GTFO. I'm not interested in your 'act of kindness'. Just leave me and let him cool me down, since he is the one that could actually calm me without making me more agitated.

Why don't you bunch be good little girls and learn when to STFU and stop annoying people, kay sweeties~? <3

Wii

Haha, yesterday was fun. :)

Went to school earlier than I thought, and met Michelle and Tommy on the bus. Walked to school together to meet Ryan and Sherry. Watched them played PSP and saw how Sherry trashed Tommy. O.o Which was, unbelievable. She must had been training! >:3 In the end, bell rang and Michelle walked off first, since Ryan and Tommy are still playing their PSP. The four of us walked towards the assembly area and then Tommy invited us to his house.

Went for lessons and good lord, it was freaking BORING. We had a Chinese composition and a Physics test. I had a feeling I might actually flunk it. :| Hopefully I don't. Then Sherry tried to 'invite' Cherie to join us for the trip to Tommy's house and when I said 'invite', it meant force. XD In the end, we had to wait for Ryan and Kenji since they're both at Chinese remedial. Sherry fought against Tommy in PSP again. LOL. PSP freaks.

In the end, we got more people joining us to Tommy's house. Me, Sherry, Cherie, Ryan, Michelle, Kenji and Tommy himself. Seven people, fourteen shoes! We went for lunch first at AMK Hub, then took bus to Tommy's house. I like his dog! It's so cute! We played Wii, Band Hero. I can't believe how much I had failed at drums but Tommy was awesome at it. Cherie was the vocalist along with Kenji and Ryan. Kenji was great at the guitar too!

Then we changed to Cooking Mama for a while. Most of us laughed at Cherie because she failed badly at it, moreover, she's a F&N student! Haha, no worry sis, you can always try again! ;D Then it turned into Wii Sports. First was tennis, Kenji and Cherie, against Michelle and Tommy. Obviously, Cherie and Kenji won at tennis because Michelle and Tommy just kept swinging the racket for no reason. SPAM! XD

Bowling was something that was freaking awesome to watch. Michelle got lots of spares and strikes, so did Ryan when he helped Cherie on her bowling. Tommy got a few too. Then came BOXING. It was so damn crazy that some of us went out to avoid the punches and to get water too. Cherie, Sherry and Ryan went home after that so left me, Michelle, Tommy and Kenji. We played Street Fighter? Something like that. I spammed till I win! >:3

Then we changed back to Band Hero again, Tommy as the drummer, Michelle/Kenji as the guitarist, and me/Kenji/Michelle as the vocalist. We went home at 8plus because our parents called. :( Sad. It was a fun day though. But for now, must buck up on exams!! Rush!!

Kite Flying

Weeeee~ Went kite flying yesterday with Linus at Buangkok[sp?] MRT there. Was supposed to go with Wanying, Eastella and Winnie but Wanying had fever, Eastella not feeling well, Winnie at service. :( End up we went and fly kite ourselves.

It's so fun! First time flying a kite. At first the breeze was very little, and we just sat and wait till the wind pick up. Haha, somewhere near evening when it gets dark then got wind. LOL. Our kite 'LongLong' [I bet YongLong sneezed the whole day!] then finally flew up! A dragon that turned into a worm when there's no wind. LOL. It crawled on the floor instead. :D But when the wind picked up, rain came. It was a small rain at first, NOTE: At First. Linus let go of the thread and the reel spin with a huge force. It was awesome.

Awesome until the 'LongLong' flew up to the highest...........and the rain became heavy, drenching us wet. We ran into the shelter and tried to pulled 'LongLong' down, but so hard! :( Lightning strike somemore. Then luckily got an uncle help us pulled the kite down before it got hit by lightning or before we had to cut the thread.

We went for a drink around 8 then go Eastella's house to hide from the rain for a while. Played Wii too. Linus cheated!! He tried to push me so that I'll lose! >:( Then Eastella turned the TV around so he lose some time. HAHA. Revenge is sweet~ I had so much fun yesterday~

Sick again.

I feel much better after a nice rant. My mood is going weeeeeee but my body's going UGH.

Yes, I'm sick again. :(

Stomach cramps, vomiting, coughing as though the heavens just fall. UGH. The stomach acid is coming up again.......


OTL

Hate is totally NOT a strong word.

You know what? You, yes. YOU. If you think this is pointed at you, well, it might, it might not. Don't think too much or else your fragile brain will break. Seriously, totally not kidding. I need to vent my anger, my frustrations and every of my emotions so stfu if you can't understand my feelings. You probably can't anyway. FML.

Back to the topic, yeah you. I had enough of this damn thing. I had enough of you guys. I had it with this last thing. You don't fucking treat me like some kind of doll, you got that, stupid bitch? I treat you as a friend before I love you as one, but it doesn't mean that you can mess around with me as if I am a doll. Fuck. You. Standing up for you was the worst thing I could had ever done, but no, I do not feel regret, I only feel remorse. Regret is for the bitches and bastards that doesn't think so get that into your freaking head.

If you think you're the only one who suffered from it, get your head out of your ass before I strangle you with my bare hands and stab you with my knife cause obviously you're not the only one who is hurting from this. If you seriously think that you are, well, You. Are. Fucking. Blind. But if you're smart enough, you'll had already noticed that I started drifting ever since that. And no, I'm not going to let you get any closer anymore. You don't know me as well as you think. I don't know how I feel so stop pretending to be.

I'm sick of this, I tired of this mask that I had to put on no matter where am I. In school, in church, even in my own fucking house so if you think I'm being truthful with you, you really need to go see a doctor. And no, the voice and words that I had said to you on the phone, was a total bullshit. I never was okay, and you should know that, and the worst thing I had heard was 'forgive and forget'. Get your brain screwed in right, if I had done that a long time ago, do you think I would ran away? Do you think I would try suicide? DO YOU EVEN THINK THAT I'LL TURN OUT LIKE THIS?? Apparently you do not think.

FML because you're there to screw up the day for me.
FML because you're not there to comfort me.
FML because you don't even know I'm upset for you and because of you.
Basically, just FML.

SCREW YOU BITCHES. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. GO ROT IN HELL. I. DON'T. GIVE. A. FUCKING. DAMN. ANYMORE.

Stupid me

Owww. Stupid me. :( New contacts hurts my eyes lot.

And why?



Cause one of them was inside out. Ugh. Ouch owwww.

Short post. Going to prepare for school soon.

Ciao minna.

New Contacts

Weeeee!! New contacts! :D

Haha, school was boring today, no maths, no science, there goes the subjects I actually like. Tuesday is always so boring. Got POA early in the morning, ugh. I slept. ._. I was too tired to do anything and the teacher was threatening our class that she'll call our parents. HA. Like that works anymore. She woke me up and told me to do my work and.....I didn't bother to care. Seriously, I rather study POA on my own than to listen to her. It's so boring and she's so nagging, like a old grandmother. I glanced at her and she gave up on waking me from then on. :D

After that was Literature, one good thing is that the teacher never come! :D Hip hip hooray! We slack around in the library, having free air-con and just doodle, listen to music and the usual. Then came Chinese, I love Chinese, seriously. But I dislike the teacher, some more is our co-form. She's just really sarcastic and mean for the smallest thing but she thinks that I like her so damn much because I'm more enthusiastic in her class than other people. LOL. That's just dumb.

After recess was English. Same old same old. Like the subject, hate the teacher. And no, hate is totally not a strong word. If you want a strong word, it'll be I utterly and totally ****ing hate her. :) See? It's not that strong as you thought now is it? We did a speech writing of sorts. Whatever. Then assembly was Principal nagging at us upper sec. Saying we have the most latecomers, the worst attitude and whatever crap. Wasn't listening. Was watching the class beside me making a fool out of themselves, especially the guys.

And then was lunch, went to coffeeshop and eat with Michelle, then went for CCA. We purposely ask to do the errands for the week so we can escape our President blabbering over and over again. Sheesh. It's the same thing they talked about every meeting. Ugh. Can't handle that. Went to AMK Hub to get our goods, bought the ice cream I think is best since well, I am in charge of the drinks and ice cream in our cafe after all. After buying all our stuff, sneaked off to buy my contacts. Brown, pretty. Love them despite it burns a hole through my pocket money. :)

Tomorrow having another mock-exam, English comprehension. In the early morning 7 plus some more. Brb, dying..... Sian. Going to die le, Art leaving it aside to rot. Can't be bothered. Off to eat my dinner!

Ciao minna!

Sushi Making

Hm, just woke up not long ago and decided to blog! Anyway, went to school yesterday and was late. :( Luckily no detention. We had a sushi session at Eastella's house, but before that I went to cut my hair at Hougang Mall. They trim it and gave it more layers but now my hair looked so messy.LOL. But it's way lighter now and I could let it down with ease. Haha, my hair curls on it's own, so funny.

Then met Wanying and Eastella and they squealed at my hair. Apparently it was nice to them. Then Winnie joined us and we went to find Angela. Angela's shirt was EPIC, I like it. :D We went to NTUC and Sheng Siong together and bought the ingredients but we were damn late, and Jasmine got lost on the way. Haha, then we pray that when we got onto the bus Jasmine will be on it and there she was! It was awesome to the max!

Took a shower at Eastella's house. We watch Wanying and Linus rolled the sushi, it looked awesome and it's definitely edible! ;D Jasmine made chawamushi for us and oh it was heaven~ Rovson keep stealing it. >| We were lazing around, nomming on food until 11 plus when they all have to go home so we went down together and sent them off.

Then Eastella and Wanying have to accompany me home because my brother is a prick and don't allow me to stay over at Eastella's house. He said that he need to know my friend first before he allows me to stay over but isn't it ironic? He have his busy life and I have mine, he doesn't even bother to make an effort to know my friends, how the hell would he know who my friends are?? I even tried dragging him to our church once but he resisted, he's just plain idiotic in a way. He will never meet my friends if he doesn't even try to come out with me.

Ugh, talking about him made me angry. RAWR! Let's see, there's service later at Expo and I'm going to meet Eastella at her house at 2pm. Hm, better go prepare now.

Ciao minna!

CCA Leader

Ugh! What's wrong with our CCA?! >:(

Today was actually going pretty well, I caught up with the Maths topic Mr Loh taught yesterday while I was on MC, gotten back my Chemistry test results and for once gotten a 14/15. POA was..... I fell asleep. I was tired and couldn't be bothered. :| Then came recess and then Art, it was better than I thought. V.E. went for a talk with Lasalle, boring. Very boring. It was a good day until we went for CCA.

Our mini-cafe was in chaos, everything was low on stock. The water boiled last, last week didn't poured away, and ants were drowning in it. Ugh. The cups left was so little that I can't do my job seriously. Sheesh. How am I going to sell my ice cream and drinks when I only have less than twenty plastic cups?? Ice cream only have two flavors, chocolate and vanilla. The oven wasn't clean, there was no aluminum foil for the metal tray to cook our seaweed chicken. Well, everything went downhill for our CCA today.

We were so fed up we're trying to close it down by giving free things to everyone. LOL. Our CCA leader still dare to say us Thursday shift never clean up properly, what about them? They always leave a mess for us to clean up on Thursday. That's so unfair. I was known in my CCA as thy violent one. :D I like to do things quickly and as well done as possible, so when I saw this mess, I was cursing pretty much in every sentence I said. Yes, I do curse when I'm mad. My sentence pretty much went like this. "Those ****ing bitc*es left a ****ing mess again for us!! I'm so going to kill those mother ****ing bitc*es! **** them all to hell!" .__. Can't tell that I'm this vulgar huh?

We're so going to complain to our teacher-in-charge. Anyway, everything else was fine. Hm, there's no more Physics supplementary lessons until SYF is over. Damn it, and I seriously love our Physics remedials. It was fun, it kills off the spare time I have and I could even learn newer things that we haven't learn in class yet. Oh, I totally need someone to teach me POA before I fail my O levels.

I'm hungry now, signing off. Ciao minna!

Sick. :(

Guess what people? Yes. The title says it all. I'm sick. :(I didn't go school today, well, I did but then the teacher sent me back at 8 plus. It wasn't much of a illness, I just felt like vomiting and I had this cough for weeks that makes my chest hurts. Went to polyclinic with my korkor and apparently, he wasn't happy that my papa had to wake him up for that. :D He slept at 5 plus and got woken up at around 9. Poor thing. But he was nice enough to bring me to see the doctor. The doctor didn't say much, just that I have MC for today and medicine to eat. :( No like medicine. So bitter.

We then went for breakfast, haha, despite being sick, I still have a pretty good appetite. Ate mixed rice, then went home in the bus. Now my korkor is busy catching up on his sleep, he have to go gym later in the afternoon with his friend, PingWei. Too bad, today have Maths lesson, I wanted to go but there's Art which I dislike. :| So the illness came at a awkward timing. Luls.

Yesterday went for overnight prayers with E506, but got school do didn't stay overnight. So funny, in the end also cannot go school. Should had stayed over, lol. Went to eat Long John Silver before going for the prayers, mmm, yum! Prayers were so fun, but Wanying, Linus and me went off early around 10 plus. Rush home in MRT till Sengkang, still have to change to LRT some more. After changing to LRT, have to walk. Zzz. So tiring. And DARK. D: Not a good idea to go home in MRT. But need to rush so no choice. In the end, reached home at 11 plus. Changed and went to sleep immediately.

Go school also didn't take mock-exam, waste time. Now must find something else to do, or else very bored. Looking forward to making our class hoodie! For once in don't know how many years, we finally have class tee/jacket/jersey/hoodie/whatever. YAY! Hooray for class 406! Now must rush my notes! Later won't have time. :| Looking forward to Saturday's service! ♥

Signing off, Ciao Minna!♥

New Blog!

Weeee~ A new blog for all! My old blog died somewhere and I really don't feel like reviving it so here's a new blog for all! :D Aren't you all happy? HAHAHA.

School had been busy with all those remedials and sad for me, Mr Neo kicked me out of my Physics remedial lesson. :( Oh well, I'm going to follow Michelle in there anyway, he doesn't even bother to stop us from joining his remedial lesson. I'm going to fill up time with making new notes for most of my subjects so it's easier to revise for 'O' Levels. I can feel the stress coming. My Art is going to die, I only finished one page and I have seven more to go, and there's only a few months left. *inserted horrific scream* Oh god! Must RUSH!!!

I'm starting to buck up on Chemistry, the notes I've made let me learn easier like a whoooole lot. All I need to do.......is to continue making the notes for all the chapters. *dies* Maths is getting more manageable nowadays. My score for my CA1 is so unbelievable for me. My Maths teacher is my God. ;D Must endure through Mother Tongue and Social Studies despite having no interest in them anymore.

Been going to church recently after being dragged there by Eastella and to my surprise, it was really fun. Everyone was so crazy and out-going, they are like one big family. Seems like church is part of my time table now. Hahas. I'm looking forward to all the fun I'm going to have with them. :D

Gonna write more next time, ciao minna! ♥